January 2012
UGHHH YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND YET...
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Beauty is key
I know that attention whores are the only people that say this but my reasons are a little different. My number one reason for why I want to be see myself as beautiful is by looking in the mirror and being proud that I feel like this is the body that fits my personality. Right now its not a match. My second reason is because my dad has always been on my case since 6th grade about losing weight....
Those really Romantic nights
In all seriousness I am going to make that list and it going to makes big changes in my life either for the worst or for the better. But any change is better than no change.
Drip, drip
Just cut myself. That makes it 4 times this month. And twice last month. Don’t try and stop me because it will just make me more angry and want to do it more.
Coming face to face with reality
I wish I could tell you over text, on a phone call, or even in person that yes sometimes I tweet about you. And I don’t want to say anything cause I am pretty sure that is very immature. So when you ask me if I am good and such I will just keep lying and tell you I am fine because I know that I am just temporarily angry. There will never be a time that I speak my mind to you because I did...
Just one of those days
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that’s how I felt all day. Like seriously fuck it all. I have never been so like ugh?! I normally like coming back to school from break. But today I just wanted to throw myself infront of a car. And the only thing I have ate today is apples and nutella.
Whatever. Going to go cut myself 10 th time since break...
