The end of the night
Why do I always chose to do the stupid things in life? I can honestly say no one knows how much I am hurting right now. Like people say that your life is better than someone who is in a third world country. But right now I am considering just being friendless. Like really and truly considering this. I just find myself always trying to please others and I lose sleep over it I stress about it and...
Enough is enough
Next year when I turn 18. I am leaving. I don’t care if I become homeless or I have no money. I am leaving. Being homeless and poor. Ya I would get more love from being like that than living in this place called home. My dad always has to argue with me and it just gets old coming home and arguing or having a disagreement with him. Like I said the more homeless I am, the better. We just hate...
5 days makeup a week?
This week, out of all weeks, will be the toughest on me. I think Mrs. Dolce gave me her virus flu thing and I am tired as af. Also this morning I missed my bus and so I had to call the boys to come pick me up. Which was even worse because all they did was argue about sports and such. I just want some rest. Then my grandpa has to go in for a biopsy this week on Wednesday which is make me really...
The minute you get home from school...
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That awkward eye contact you make with somebody...
Last night I got yelled at by my dad. This morning I was stressing about being referee. And now I got stood up by my date for tonight’s game. I have been crying for the last 2 hours but I now know why I got stood up. It was because I wasn’t pretty enough for him and he thought I had a pretty face but then he saw a soccer picture I was in and told my cousin that he couldn’t go out...
Lost another pound. Day 6 of this plan(:
God is going to dislike me for this but..
I think I am going to try a different way of dieting. It may not be the smartest way of dieting but I have already done it the past two days and its worked. If I keep it up I may lose at least 5 pounds. Let’s hope for the best.
tinyshibi: I’d really appreciate it if you’d actually lose pounds when I’m not feeding you. Sincerely, The Starving Girl.
…and I really don’t want to ref tomorrow but I guess once you commit to something you have to stick with it. Only 2 more months! Thank god!!
Forgetting everyone else so I can just focus on myself. Everyone was really mean to me today. So I think my best bet is to bottle up and keep things to myself for awhile. Who knew having friends was such a tough job. I thought friendships were supposed to be easy and not need to be maintained. Guess not…
It’s that moment where you have just about everything balanced in life and then you find out your grandpa who has just recently recovered from heart bypass surgery now may have a tumor in his lung. It all hit me when I was folding the laundry and all I could think about is how much my grandpa has been their for me in my life. I just slipped onto the ground of the laundry room and cried....
Why do my friends have to be so fucking pretty?
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