"Like" Dissolves "Like"
I have no reason for why my title was one of the answers on my chem test d: But anyways I can’t make any good decisions right now. Why was I so stupid to tell my ex-bestfriend that we could hangout this summer? I’m just not ready to go back to all that mess of drama. My life is easy but still sort of rocky at times and I am not ready to jump back into an old friendship that just seems...
It's as Easy as this.
I’ve changed and though it may not seem like it on the outside; on the inside I have changed these last few months in a lot of ways. But I have changed to make me happy and not anyone else and honestly I think I am more happy than I was before trying to be the person I’m not(: I have adapted quite well to this formality♥
The awkward moment when you wish summer to end so...
lepandaoo7: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /creys
What I have realized
Maybe I shouldn’t think this way but here it goes. Everyone around you notices that I like you but are you that blind that you don’t notice or do you know that I like you and you’re acting like you don’t notice? I don’t know it’s a thought that circles around my brain though.
I should have just listened to Jackie and waited it out. But instead I called you and for some odd reason I feel like you must force yourself to talk with me. Okay now I am just going to drop it and wait till tomorrow morning.
I feel like I'm falling apart.
theboythreehousesdown: Don’t we all?
Today I am going to use Tumblr as my vent box since I feel that I can never speak my mind on Twitter anymore w/out someone being judgmental. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is karma for sure. I hope I did not just ruin my friendship w you cause that would suck big time. Esp. Right before summer starting. Now I have to wait till tomorrow to see how all of this...
My honest opinion.
I think everyone is entitled to a day that they are allowed to be frustrated /: Why must I keep screwing everything up for myself. I have felt so bipolar these last few days and I am aware that it is starting to rub off on others. I am in need of some serious help or I need to find someone who understands me. /_:
This is going to be the 3 toughest days of my life. You have given me a second chance and now I don’t know what to do. Do I just check out early on our friendship or do I take my mom’s advice and wait till we are older for me to even consider those ideas floating in my head. Why must this be such a tough decision? )_: At least I have finals to keep my brain occupied but still WTF am I...
You keep saying I’m the best but what I really want to hear is your the one for me. Too bad dreams can’t become a reality. /:
Because sometimes you have something you need to say but you can’t because the...– Gilmore Girls, episode 1.21 (Love, Daisies and Troubadours)
anewamericanclassic: Fuck. I need to clear my head. Trouble is, you can’t just press a button. I think way too much. I’m still stuck with way too many arrows for my own good.
The Game of Life
You think it would hurt to have gone through all that I have gone through. But the truth is I’m not affected in any way. I know my rights from my wrongs. And now I just plan on being a little bit more careful with the decision making I do. I am used and mentally abused. You wouldn’t know it but deep down there is no one I can be truthfully and brutally honest with. But hey that’s...
When one love ends, even if you fall in love with...
I act like shit don’t phase me, inside it drives me crazy; my insecurities could...– Eminem “Haileys’ song” (via anothercorruptedteenager)
Soo I have decided to come back to Tumblr and right down all my thoughts since I prefer typing over writing out my thoughts. It just makes my life easier. So here it is I have been having alot on my plate lately. Junior year is almost over, talk about my surgery again, a messy FWB relationship with an older brother who has a sister on my soccer team, losing long lasting friendships, and feelings...